The current demand presented by many patients reveals the habit of directing the vast majority of their thoughts and behaviors outwards.
What they usually do is create a whole storm of thoughts and images that act adding even more stress, constantly trying to find solutions that are not enough and before the impotence of having intrusive, recurring and persistent thoughts, which produce restlessness and repetitive behaviors , called compulsions aimed at reducing associated anxiety.
However, things are not as they seem, this behavior is not a disease of modern times. It is a problem that comes from afar. We must find ways that distract the mind from the obsessive search for solutions to pain and the feeling of threat.
We can spend years ruminating with thoughts and images of a former partner, focusing on "those beautiful moments" lived in the first two months, despite the fact that the other has already formed a new family.
I am going to use a story to explain the resonances that I have in clinical practice:
They say that the student asked his teacher: “Teacher, I feel within me two wolves fighting. One leads me to positive ideas, feelings and actions and the other instead is bad, negative, violent. How do I know which of the two will win? "
And the teacher replied: “That is easy. The one you feed will win ”.
Those thoughts, ideas, feelings and even actions that we cultivate, those to which we “feed”, are the ones that will prevail in us in the end..
We cannot help feeling or thinking certain things. We are both that good wolf, with its good ideas and feelings, and the bad wolf with its negative emotions. That duality is in us. We cannot avoid it. But we are also that third party that observes the wolves, that identifies them, and can decide which of the two to feed, which one they want to feed. There is always a part (greater or lesser) of voluntariness in what we can think and even feel.
Imagine that we have an obsessive thought, which we do not want but cannot avoid. It just drains us and takes energy away, and we don't want it.
In all these circumstances we can do something to minimize it:
These techniques serve us both for obsessive thoughts and for when we find ourselves repeatedly ruminating in our mind about something that we do not want to pay more attention to and that wears us down. If we practice it, we will see how it is useful in many cases.
If you recognize yourself with this type of persistent and painful thinking, you are in need of professional help. It is time to consult, without fear or shame. Sometimes some medication is also necessary to better manage anxiety states.
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